so, the subject of me having children came up yesterday…
i’ve put a lot of thought into this over the years, and for a long time my answer was just plain “no”.
mostly due to the quality of the woman that was asking (not interested in being trapped in your white trash hell, sorry)
or the fact that i want any children i have to have it better than i did. (really wouldn’t take much)
or that i’m kinda greedy and i don’t want that kind of responsibility.
… it has since changed to “with the right woman, maybe” … mostly because the “no” came from that part of me that watches out for me. .. you know, the one that says “don’t do that” a lot.
i was looking at how the future would unfold, with children, and the woman who happened to be hassling me about having them, at that particuliar time.
no wonder i said no.
well, i’ve decided that i’m okay with the idea of having kids.
of course, i WILL be naming them google and apache, just on principle. 🙂
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